Saturday, September 1, 2007
A Tired Body
I've been trying to reform my natural styles of treatment of others. Not in that it is bad, not at all. But for one I do not like coming onto a female. This is good in most cases. Unless that is the frame of mine someone else is in. Which causes them to stall and wait for my reaction. Which also, is none.Now most of the time this is exactly what I want. For cuddling always has my dreams and desires. But maybe if I explain it better you'll be better out to understand it.Her body is so tired, laying down and relaxing. The day has worn her down completely, as she waits for my tender reply. Softly touching my face, after a kiss with the lips. Telling the eyes above her, how pleased this method of treatment would leave her.Well, I can't. I push myself away from being the agresser in any manner. Am not at peace with the feeling of allowing my desires to overshadow my actions. It's more then control over myself, it is the lack of love for feeling desires themselves. How do I, very much wish in any case, to give peace to that beautiful waiting soul. I love her, completely and endlessly. But, at least that much she already knows. Where Did Your Soul Originate? brought to you by Quizilla
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i'm always looking for someone to talk to about good books, poetry, and other things of that ilk. would you mind if i added you to my friends list? you may add me, but i doubt you'd find any interest in my LJ- it's mostly incoherant babblings of things that happen to me.
"Well, I can't. I push myself away from being the agresser in any manner."So rather make yourself available so that she might aggress?"Am not at peace with the feeling of allowing my desires to overshadow my actions."It's not about your desires, it's about hers, right?"It's more then control over myself, it is the lack of love for feeling desires themselves."You focus far too much on desires. Think only about the consequence of the pleasure you both might receive."How do I, very much wish in any case, to give peace to that beautiful waiting soul."Easy, stop thinking so much about it and just do it :)
I welcome those that seek my time or my company. If so your tawdry tongue must speak, please do. For I am not of this world to create bitterness. But life and the bloom of cherished hearts.
For line on the lines I do reply."Well, I can't. I push myself away from being the aggressor in any manner."Your first reply was read wrong. I said I cannot be. "Well, I can't." It is not in my heart to ever touch a woman in which my own actions are first.When I speak of desires, I am of heart and mind. And have long found little to idealize about lust and cravings of the body being rewarded. However anything that dances my heart and mind is delightful to me.I believe you also understand this in the wrong way. I have done all that I could, even stood my ground when she ask that I back down. These are grounds of my love, that I have no desire to control. Much like children, forest, and oceans. Things which always draw my endless love and cherished heart.
You're right, I do understand it the wrong way..if I understand it at all, apparently. You're not clear about what youre saying in that you're talking about a particular instance at all, not that it matters.I mean I sorta know how you are..wanting only for her happiness and heaven forbid you should actually make yourself happy for once :p. Now you look to be at the point where you're so afraid of acting for your own happiness that you forget you could even do so for her and that it wouldn't be you. That's how it comes across, anyway.
i have nothing much that i can say to that- but, thank you for letting me read your LJ.
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