Dire Numbers

I finished a book that wasn't all that bad. Dark Inheritance. More of a balanced book. In that I say it was poorly written, but the ideas behind it are intresting. Bound to see and learn a few things if you read it however. As I often get when I read a book that I enjoy and they steal alway the right to read more by mysteryly taking away more pages. I've got slightly hyper. Now within the mind that thinks too much, this is a scary thing for all those involved.The Turning Point. Read this book. Socity of the Mind. Read this book. Otherland, read this series. Those are books I enjoyed reading.I am reading Turning Point now. I want more books, but I don't deserve them yet. Haven't read enough of the ones I have. But I will soon. For I don't have a job. Not now, and sometimes I hope not ever. I'm enjoying right now. Very happy with it.Anyway, also a wonderful word is Maven. The Turning Point has it in it. N. 1965, borrowed from Yiddish meyvn, from Hebrew mëbhïn(soild lines over e and the i), literally, one who understands.Maven or mavin(noun) plural mavens or maveins; :expertThe last pages of a good book, is depressing. And of a great book, dire numbers. For in either case it rarely seems the last page came too late. Could always enjoy another line of the author's visions.

Changing The Flow

Last day. I suppose along the way I will collect a good number of those. I hope so at least. They, which worked with me, have said their forms of goodbye. They, whom I worked for, I cannot know if I will ever be able to rest a place in goodbye.They were happy today, every last one of them. A good way to remember them, if you ask me. I like working there. Been told if you find a job you like, stay with it, but I can't do that. Not to myself, at least. I always need to learn and expand to broader views of the world. I enjoyed it mostly due to the fact that it places me in the forgotten members of socity.New job is actual the same, just diffrent people. So I believe there is a mixture of new, and the old. How that will work out in the long road of life, who knows. I don't want to know, not at least until it's too late to turn back.

Listened To the Music

I woke up wanting to hear or write music to a Barry White sound. And yes, of course, also keep myself in that mood as a whole. I would assume that makes me only slightly diffrent then most males. Waking up does that to us, right?Leave your hands on my bodyLet the whole fall down around usAs we fade only here, unto each otherCured by the dreams once so far awayGive our lives lost in this single momentI know you'll understand what I mean, what I hear, what I desire. But, sad part is you'll never hear me at all. Even when it's simple, even when it's only love.